About my texts and me as a writer. And about my upbringing's effect on my thinking skills. (My other texts, for example learntalents.blogspot.com , tell more of my choices of values and good ways of doing etc.)
Last week two of my Finnish blogs got shut. There seemed no fault in them. But on Tuesday I had collected my Englush knitting tips to a book
https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0BL4ZM47H
"Knitting Tips : Nice knitting" by Kaisa Hannele Tervola, 63 pages paperback, 5L + post
Knitting can be frustrating and make one angry, since it makes one stupid because it is so repetitive and one cannot see later on how one knitted the earluer rows.
So i plan to wait a few days and ask for a new estimate. Otherwise they will destroy the blogs in three months. Both blogs contained some social opinions, not all of them so peaceful. But at least the healing blig parantamisesta5. is valuable and needs to be safeguarded. If needed, one ought to remove single texts from it and not the whole blog. But i have written a lot about healing, so it is good to notice that i am not a good influence in every subject in healing.
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15.5.2023 Lately it has seemed that I have nothing more to write. I have written mostly the long text about the skills of Christmas gnomes learntalents.blogspot.com but since there are some 75 million English pages about Christmas elves or Christmas gnomes, that blog will be likely to disappear to the web. Texts like thinking course quickerlearning.blogspot.com and my book about the seasons finnishskills.blogspot.com and my blog about healing parantamisesta.blogspot.com , are interesting from a wider amount of material, so they will be likely to stay.
" I have noticed that i can use search keywords that could refer to some country's cultural wisdom and to wisdom of wise objectively thinking individuals, but not search keywords that are typical to religious context only. "
Tonttutaitokirjoituksessa on se iso vika, että jos se kokoaa kaikki kurjoitujseni ja ne niputetaan tonttuaiheiseksi kurjoitukseksi, niin siitä vknkkelistä ei kukaan niitä enä löydä, sillä tontut ovat niin laaja aihe tai siis materiaalia on paljon ja harva kai tulee sanoneeksi tonttujen taidot eikä ihan vain tonttu. Ja niinbtuumutaan, että jotain oppimateriaalia on ihmisillä ollut, mutta mitä, sitä ei tuedetä. Kuitenkin taitojen oppimusen ohjeeni ovat tyypillusesti olleet vaikeita muistaa niin että toimisivat, eli lähes koko hyöty katoaa, jos kirjallista materiaalia ei ole enää saatavilla. Muissa blogeissani ei nikn paljon tuota vikaa lllut, paitsi ehkä tunteetjatekemusentapa sekä akvarrlliblogini tekstit. Mutta ainakin vuodenaikakurjoiyuksestani osataan kai etsiä, että jotain sellaista materiaslia lli olemassa. Ja tautien ja vaivojen parannusohjeitakkn kaivataan, mutta ne voivat hukkua sekä suureen määrään että ihmisten osaamattomuuteen, kjn sairaina niitä käsittelevät tsi ovat painostettuina.
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27.11.2022 Engl tonttutaitokirjoitukseni taitaa olla valmis. Sitä on nyt reilut 1200 kohtaa, 23 osaa ja lyhyt hakemisto. Eilen kokosin lopuista kohdista kirjan neljännen osan, ks www.amazon.com/author/khtervola .
Minua hämmästyttää, että kirjoitin tonttutaitokirjoitusta tuhatkertaisen määrän aikomaani nähden. Nyt se kai vertautuu teoreettisen fysiikan ja matematiikan opintoihini. Olen tutustunut tonttuteoriaan.
My texts teach skills and talents and solutions to problems. But my texts do not teach basic knowledge like a study book or encyclopedia. My texts aim to give a possibility to develop higher in skills and happiness.
11. of December 2022 My texts are as far as I know of subjects that interest their supporters so that they read or bladdre through texts of those subjects even if there aren't much new to learn in them, for example solutions to environmental problems and weather skills. The texts aren't meant for the opposite end of the spectrum.
I am just a writer, i do not have the skills or endurancy to offer help in any other way. To my surprise most of such effects are in my text "Skills of Christmas gnomes" learntalents.blogspot.com or at links from there. The most wanted texts are
Healing curingguesses.blogspot.com and in Finnish parantamisesta.blogspot.com
If you want a better position, the rule "Live and let others live!" F60. in the Christmas gnome text, followed all the time in everything, with commln sense and lots of wisdom of life, tends to give so lots of freedom as long as one follows the rule with wisdom. It also tends to give a much higher position to decide about things since things usually run smoothly with such wisdom.
If you need extra skills to gain position to influence things, try E11. Easy quick school for animals, M8. Like a hero of lld times, and N97. Emperor's power.
For the last four years i have concentrated more and more on writing my text Skills of Christmas gnomes. I do not know why but it is globally interesting subject that many read about sometimes. But the text has been ready for over a month, and i no longer have anything global to write about. So my career in writing is over, even though like others in this modern era i may write this and that, texts of no big signifogance or of not so good quality. Writing has obstructed my lufe surprisingly much, so there aren't much new subjects to write about.
" 8th of September 2022 I came to write a lot, this and that advices about lufe, guided by what i had learned from teaching my dogs which learned superbly well, were responsible characters and got nicely along with others. So i guess this is as near as one could get being taught like a child of my own, which i never had. The Finnish culture gives good possibilitues for learning and growing, but what one becomes like is something lne must decide oneself. Making the world a good place to live in is essential in that. In that choosing one's dream job gives one a place kn the society. Wisdom of life is important too, and skills of living the weathers. School is considered just basic learning. "
Different adults have different amounts of skills and of ability to learn, and so they use different words for describing the intellectual abilities of children. If a child has become stupid and stuck that maybe is some helpful adult's idea of what kind of child lwarn everythibg well, learns things in a school like for that is. But if one would need more common sense and more intelligent understanding of life, one ought to encourage the child to look at more complex natural stimuli of the nature and move naturally, not in rigid or square ways. Stupidity is usually a question being attached to build and artificial things. Also cartoons are just somebody describing experiences and not experiencing itself senses open in a video picture like way like in sports with some nature around too. One should notice that a rigid square view shows only a few things while a wise one notices much more.
" W20. I do not know at all if it is so that apartments have opossums that hide by pretending to be a corner, wall side, hall floor carpet or the like. Anyway for unsporty who need some excercise, walk evety day dsylight time a few meters watchibg the trees and let your path curve like feels good. And move more when you feel like wanting to move but remember to look at the trees.
I have written only fact texts, mostly only teaching skills and talents. To my surprise I got stuck to writing endlessly ( 3 years 9 months ) about the skills of Christmas gnomes. I collected the first three years' texts and together with them most of my lufetime's work, to a book Skills Of Christmas Gnomes, which I have come to compare with some novels and so it is just a book among others, i guess. I have not read novels lately. These novels thst i have come to think of are :
Ruduard Kipling's Jungle book
Jack London's Call of the wild
Alkumetsä i.e. Robert Holdstock's Mythago Wood
Juhani Aho : Rauhan erakko
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7th of September 2022 I had this theoretical understanding. So i was able to write these texts, but nothing else. The rest is up to others applying and bringing their own understanding and skills.
A picture of me = Kaisa Hannele Tervola, 15th of March 2022
(17.6.2022 To be clear, i have not spoken in public or the like (except kept poodle training as a teen and checked math homework in the university), but i have some old videos of me on my youtube.com video channels khtervola and Kaisa Hannele Tervola. But there is some other person called Hannele Tervola too, maybe several, and they maybe some like publicity. Like i painted a fine aquarel painting but somebody else with the same name was at the local big art exhibition just right afterwards, without such talent itseemed. I wear colourful clothes plus white and brown and sometimes light grey, am somewhat fat nowadsys, studied sciences and theor. philosophy in the university, don't have kid, don't know about nursing professions, am or used to be among the best in the world in objective thinking, don't copy from others, rationality of feelings as strenght, no family, nature oriented & loves healthy ways of living, free time oriented, not cunning, not acting, nearest to lies absentmindedness and avoiding something, have never used any make-up except a couple of times tried lipstick )
21.6.2022 A picture of me from the spring 2022.
6th of July 2022 My social capacity is in some sense very big: I aim at using all the ways of doing and living of all the people and animals i know ( also from media and books but dropping away parts that cause accidents, also passer-bys etc i.e. all that i know to exist or to have existed) all the time, emphasizing what suits me best and whom i associate with or think about.
5.1.2023 I have had for maybe 30 years some social classification as a grand master like person, is it from reading Tao-te-ching, but anyway a social obligation to behave nonaggressively like is demanded from grand masters. It can be also from the style of 80 years olds since i was born 8.8.1971.
My background is academical. I just write teaching material of quite many subject. Then the material is available in the i ternet. Sometimes i send the links somewhere where they might need such teaching material.
But i rarely make suggestions of hiw some society level thing ought to be arranged. And if i make a suggestion, the end result is often the opposite to my wishes. So mistly i do not evenbtry to inflyence any devisilns or practices kn the society. I just don't have the skills for such, and maybe i am not average enough in my views.
Some do not seem to know what else to read than my texts, especially the Christmas gnome skills text. Maybe they think that i am a group of writers, but Finland is more varied and i am just a single person, so the view is too narrow for a group. I tried collecting some links & subjects of interedt, if one wants such. See https://learntalents.blogspot.com/2022/04/other-interests-for-you.html
The world is wide and has many kinds of people, so if you like some page of mine and want to help to preserve it, please click your internet browser's "save page" button while you sre on the page and the page is readable. Refreshing the saved page might ruin the safety copy if someone has been messing with that page of mine in the internet, like for example some dizzy not so good quality nurses have altered the healing instructions of my Finnish blog about healing.
I have wondered why i have been dizzy. Then i noticed that in a text in my Finnish blog about curing, someone had replaced ghe healing advice with something not at all so healing and the advice was dizzy. Likewise is my impression of some other texts in that very long blog, i cannit remember writing so and not in such an unhealing way and not so dizzy. So i guess ihave gotten influencies of some criminals's texts in my own blogs. I do not know if also other blogs have been messed with, but someimes i cannot cstch how i could have written that style and why is the message vague since after all i always srite about thoughts and skills, without any nursery style.
22.3.2022 If slmeone wants to sabotage somebody else's blog text, the reason seems to be that the text is somehow too much in sight. But for example my gnome skills text, which i haave written most, has had during one month some 250 views which means less than 10 each day on the average. If that is too much visibility for examole in India, i wonder what kind of misunderstanding it is? Has the only visitor been classified blig's enthusiastic supporter, or what is the problem? On the other hand i feel that there is a greater demand for the gnone skills text, as if there were very many readers, but at least the page views counter does not say so. There is masses of texts in the world, so please find someone who can help to lift pages that you like on top of your searches, but all kinds of pages have notvyet been made, so maybe you shoukd express a wish for others to make such pages and to make them available.
Similarly my Finnish blog about healing parantamisesta.blogspot.com has some 960 blog texts collected to collections of 100 texts, and the total number of page views is some 12 600, which means on the average maybe 13 per advice, and that is the total number of visitor during thecten years or so of the blog, so one or two views per aadvice each year, but some may have read sdveral advices, which is quite likely. It seems also that medical professilnals have read the blig iutside the counter by hackering my user interface.
I write to repsir away big problems of ghe world. I have always had good objectice thinkkng skills, wisdom of life and work motivation for that task. That is why mh bligs often leave a relueved feeling.
I have written about solving environmental problems see in Finnish kokonaiskuvat.blogspot.com
Viewd on efficiency optimizing, see my parsdise theory 2013paradise.blogspot.com
Feelings and working life, see workandfreetime.blogspot.com
Changing to dream job, see todreamjob.blogspot.com and the Finnish original nopeaoppisuus.bligspot.com
Living with the four seasons, see Finnishskills.blogspot.com
Moral, see healthilymoral.blogspot.com
Healing curingguesses.blogspot.com and kn Finnush parantamusesta.blogspot.com
And even about the possibilitues of Chridtmas gnome like life in the modern world learntalents.blogspot.com
During the last yesr or so, I have had in my mobile phone's near area share some of my blogs, primarily my blog about healing parantamisesta.blogspot.com but also about the seasons and some of my other blogs lstely my text Skills of Christmas gnomes which has seemed much liked, since after all i do not know about medicine, such is not my profession at all, i am just a writer. I put the bligs to nesr area share where passer-bys can get them and it produces a relieved positive mood in the environment. Then at some timw the bligs frop away from near area share, and i do not know about thst and do not know how to affect such. Lately the bligs have tended to drop awsy from near area share inside days, even on the same day today it seems. So maybe police no longer feels the need for my healing blog. Please check my profile by clicking my name, there you can find my bligs, and bookmark the ones you want to find easily.
I watched from youtube.com videos of songs of which this year's Finnish eurovision song ought to be vhosen, psrtly to see if someone had used my melodies. There was a singer with very sexual and star like video, and when i pondered of the style, it appeared to be style from fans watching some former hit song of his and feeling strongly about the music. That is quite the opposite to how my own texts have affected my own lufe, which has become dumped down, mainly sleeping, almist all former activities, including music, my dogs, writing, religion and expdrience of the weathers removed, and i do not know why, but it seems to be feedbavk from my texts and weather melodies - is it feedback from thosd who claim to have read but who haven't read my texts at all, or what is it, but it has removed most of my life, mainly sleepi g left.
It is maybe feedback from those who did not understand my texts at all. But then they should have left the texts unread and read instead something suited to them.
Some readers maybe would like to replace reading by sleeping in warmth and eating good food. But why does such replace my lufe? I liked nature, sports, my dogs, music etc much more!
7th of April 2022 I have gotten stuck and stupid from writing my Christmas gnlme skills text learntalents.blogspot.com . It is so long, already 870 entries, that i huess that some readers guess that so can they get to know me and since the texts teach skills maybe also win me, and that is maybe why i am stuck and stupid. But already as a child one noticed that if someone of the pals taught others some skill of theirs, ut was nice only if one were aölowed to do it in one's own ways with common sense and taught wisdom along, instead of detailedly copying. Likewise sometimes one could maybe figure out how to learn such but the main motivation was to lne's own knterests and one's own style. So it does not make sense to clmpete with an author in the thousands of tjings thsught kn the author's texts. Sometimds i wonder if the main effect of writing to the author's lufe comes from people unable to read or who did not ho to school and write essays which were sometimes read by a few others, and where reading this and that would have taught how little feedback is naturaöl for each read text.
26.4.2022 I have lately been stuck writing about the skills of Christmas gnlmes and nothing much else, just reading news and wstching videos, not even ordinary dsily lufe. But i guess it is some feedback from my texts, like a paper with an idea that yhere is a text about Christmas gnomes kn it, for example a curved line like a low hill and straight lines like the rows of a text. Or a curving line on an empty background i guess to symbolize some advice about ways of doing. Yet it is not enough for my daily lufe, but i guess that it is the feedback thst i have gotten.
7.5.2022 Readers' view of the writer is partly what he/she writes about and partly an impression of the writer while just writing, and the latter is much more narrow life than what is natural for the writer to live since it is more like a pictyre of someone correcting spelling errors.
When a writer has written one's text, the reader gets the full message by reading. But if they want some mental connection with the writer via some spiritual ways it often does not work out, since they were lazy at reading and now they want the author to read his/her own text but the author is bored and so reading one's own text produces just some vague impression that yes there was that text but what about it. If someone wants to exchange young readers' views to author's view, that happens by reading. If one tries it via spiritual ways, it is better with person who has not written anything of the subject, or if one wants the view of ghe author, it is just a vague impression that there was some text on the page but for me there was nothing new in it. And if the author has forgotten what he/she onesrlf wrote, it still is too elementary and when compared to lne's own thoughts, gives rise to nothing new, unlike the texts of others.
7.5.2022 I found this video with a man with inflyencies from Marx's book Capital, and another with influencies from people's reactions to Albert Einstein's work.
If someone wonders why isn't there stronger feedback because of their work havibg caused wars, my experience with my own texts is that much of the effect of a text is how one's social relationships, teacher etc refer to those text, how they classify the text and what they say that their influence ought to be without it being caused by the text. I have written about free time subjects but someone has made them comoulsory reading for the not-so-educated in India. Or the thinking course having been replaced by following the advice "something which looks like practical or what is it".
15.5.2022 I found another video of someone called Marx playing piano. The influencies seemed to be from situations around reading, likewise those of Einstein. If the life of tge author gets shrunk to a smaller space because of those influencies, isn't it so that the others had nothing to say, they were without anything extra thry could add or somehow deepen the understanding. So propably they were less kntellugent compared to the author than what their social relationships guessed them to be, and so these must be inflyencies from people of whom their socisl relationships thouhht that they would have something valuable to add to the author's understanding. It is also pissible that the book was referred to by the author's name and so somehow the author got to live one's lufe in the space reserved for tge book and possible wise comments about it. The book was famous, the author as a person not.
4.6.2022 I somehow thought that i should somewhat keep company to my texts' readers and to those who like my melodies but there does not seem to be any such connection. Instead those who were unable to read or listen or play, tend to keep company to the write, as if as an apology, but it does not work out, since as a writer one does not want influencies from the adults without reading ability etc, does not want such influencies from one's texts.
5.6.2022 Much of the feedback is from those who oppose the text and it's skill level. So instead of feedback it is suggestion for changes. And ghe changes are so big that it should not be directed to the same author, but instead it is a wish of such kind of material to be available from new authors. When i was aa child and had good grades kn school, much of art's content had good grounds from that skill level, but if feedback is of much worse quality, does it mean that the utterly less civiliced have been forgotten, not taught civiliced wisdom?
22. kesäkuuta 2022 " Lapsena perheemme luki kukin romaanin Alkumetsä, ja siinä oli kai sitä, miten aiempi pariskunnan kurjoitus, joka oli kai poikuen retkeilyopas, lähetti vaikutteena kummallisia muunnelmia jotenkkn hämärästi aiheeseen liittyvistä kummista teemoista. Olikohan, että koku oli innostunut kurjoituttamaan poikia heti lukukokemuksen jälkeen eikä suinkaan retkeilyn jälkeen. Ylipäätään luulen, että tuollaiset palautteet kurjailijoille ovat muiden projekteja ja kurjailijalle vain tuedoksi mutta ne tulevat jotenkkn väärin, kurjailijan elämän tilalle eivätkä ohimennen luettuna kirjoituksena. Kirjan anti ei tuossa mielessä ole heti luettuna vaan myöhemmin laajemman maailmankuvan osana, paljon pienemmässä roolissa siis. Ja kurjailijalle toivotaan, että hän saisi jatkaa kuehtovaa elämäänsä, ei että se korvattaisiin lukijoidfn näkemyksillä. Jos joku haluaa korvata jotain, niin se on kai lukijan lähipiiri, joka haluaa korvata jotain huonoa paremmalla. "
Ainakin tonttutaitokurjoitukseni on tuonut syömistä ja nukkumista ja ksikki elämä ln jäänyt pois, vain netti jäljellä. Onkohan se lukijan käsitys, että mikä on tonttumaista?
25th of July 2022 The readers who understand a text well, usually read it very quickly as if just passing by it, and may classify it shortly but usually are not interested in discussing it at öenght. Those who have less skills but are motivated, read it slower and may discuss it. Those who read it very slowly or do not ubderstand it, usually lack basic skills that woukd be needed in it, so that maybe they are not what is meant by a reader. So if someone has your text as a hobby, thry prooably aren't up to your own level.
11th of October 2022 If feedback like influencies slow you a lot and try to put you in some quite rigid form, can it be that those are not for you but instead should be as extra information when someone finds you text, so they should be as the style of fonts or lsyout or at the spiritual side as impressions.
My Christmas gnome skills text seems to have the weight of Christmas forcing me to concentrate in the text. Can it be that school has same weight, the weight of a need for holudays.
Some may have your text as a hobby, even pets or mice. That is what one can build upon, since likeminded can communicate in meaningful ways, i.e. new readers with those who have the text as a hobby.
20.3.2023 I had a poodle which as young maybe had puppies with a female wolf. My writing work somehow stopped my life, much like my poodle's way of emphasizing important work. I wonder was it wolf's way of telling of the beauty and value of nature, wolf's position in the eyes of admirers. It ought to have the way of lufe lived undisturbedly, likewise poodles' tendency to run, and my former healthy ways of living. But is that just somebody who is wished to tell one's own view well?
My texts are mostly of a very good quality and manage solve many things that others did not know how to solve. So after reading my texts, others often seem surprisingly much lower quality than what you remember them having been, but if you out that levelbto words on some objective scale, you notica that their level has not changed. It is just that you managed to learn some skills from my texts. Please recommend them also to others.
Years ago I took part in an non-verbal intelligence quotient test, and it said that my IQ (170 on Cattel non-verbal scale where average is 100 and high iq society Mensa entrance demands an iq of 148 or higher) was better than that of 99,8% of the population. I have liked books about oriental philosophy about masterful skill, and weathers, art, religions, etc, so in quite many respects i have a very high skill level compared to the average.
19th of September 2023 I have quite often been marked very high in some hierargy that people with a not-so-good head complain about. I do not know for sure whst such markings are, certainly not always the same. My impression is that often when someone reads my text, he/she during tge first one or two paragrapfs makes some estimate of my skills and quality as a writer and a thinker compared to a few or more texts or eriters which come to his/her mind based on simikarity. Then when he/she reads further, he/she maybe alters the marking somewhat, but after some maybe 20 pages it is just some marking made in the beginnibg of the text, and so he/she starts wondering what marking it is and why so high and why with so little view of my texts, and so people sometimes get angry, especially if the texts of others do not seem as good, which of course makes no sense from mu point of view, why get angry at me from the liw quality of others? I did write teaching material, so what is tge point?
