I have lately been vegetarian

 As young I ate normal Finnish food according to food circle advice taught in school. The recommended amount was always ok or even quite much for me. When I was over 30 years I some time I do not know why got a nauseating feeling of meat and so I became partially vegetarian for a few years, eating vegetables etc, milk products, fuish and a coupe times in week meat. Then I bought my dogs and they ate lots of meat and so I ate lots of meat in ordinary Finnish foods for some 13 years. One and a half months ago my apricot poodle Banjo died and after that I have been vegetarian. At first I ate only airy carrot, then changed gradually to vegetarian food with lots of milk products and sometimes egg. But of fish etc I tend to fall ill, also of soya etc. I have been Buddhist almost 30 years, but not followed any rules in such, only had a liking toward Buddhism.

17.7.2021   I have lately been able to eat a little bit of meat like products, especially fish, almost every day, i.e. those have started to melt even though notvyet as big amounts as esrlier. 

11.9.2021   I have for a month or two been able to eat chicken and fish and a little bit meat but it is still like an achievement and not like normal food. It is now some five and a half months since my poodle died, and I have been 50 years old for a month now. 

Me in publicity

 Some time ago I came to fill some field that I am not a person in publicity, but come to think of it I guess that I am, since my name may be faliliar from news about the future of computers or from reading the thinking course, or from reading my blogs, and the subjects may be interesting, and I have also trained my dogs for circus and compused melodies, maybe evem two Eurovision songs. But I do not quite know where I should informsuch. My other noteworthy characteristics include responsibility, healthy spirit valuing healthy ways od living & wisdom of life, ratiuonality, rationality of feelings and some understanding of how people build the society. Otherwise I guess that I am not considered noteworthy.

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13th of June 2021   I am in many things of better quality than many of the professionals. For example my yhinking course quickerlearning.blogspot.com compared to academical people, my view of curing illnesses curingguesses.blogspot.com compared to medicine, my blog todreamjob.blogspot.com compared to psychology, and for example many of the skills in my Christmas gnome skills text learntalents.blogspot.com . So usually when I get influence from some other human, it just spoils my work and my life. My tasks aren't so easy as to give them to others and neitger is my life so easy so as to get advices from others and do well anywsy.

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18th of July 2021   I have written for a wide international audience, so that has determined a lit of how I write instead of my personal characteristics, my likings and the climate I live in and like. I have also largely luved that way while I wrote, so if my writing work is now done, I aim at returning to my own ways and especially to living according to the Finnish climate instead of hot day like by excess food. Similarly I have typically thought as objective landscapes in my picture of the world, but writing has forced me to focus on one side of one thing at a time, so that habit too has been widely different from my own ways which common sense supports.

24.7.2021   I have the impression that most of my texts are of so good quality that after reading them the texts etc of others often appear low quality and even malicious. I guess that I ought to be classified as an unique famous writer and composer, and the others as ordinary writers etc. But as fsr as I know I do not have admirers but instead I write something like hobby material and some have such hobbies so that they part of the time have the style of those hobby skills. 

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13th of June 2023   Lately there has been in the air as if I had been in publicity, which I haven't been at all, and as if people were angry about some not at all moral but very interesting persons having not been enough in sight in publicity, as if I had conquered some high position. I have written about theoretical ideals at the level of the whole world over ten years ago, those are high but not a position for me. If it feels that I have been in publucity or that there is my inflyence, it is more likely influencies from school and civiluced wisdom at large. But it is so that many people tend to do malucious things, so maybe they are omitted because such is harmful to the society, to the readers, and so tgere is just aboyt no-one left who would just luve one's own lufe, do one's work and leave the rest of the world in peace. Wishing well for the world is important, so is common sense and healthy wisdom of life and behaving according to civiliced values in human contacts. The ok persons aren't necessarily very good influence, just mostly ok, but they do not cause big harm to the rwaders' lives like fascinating evil or malucious personalities may leave as an effect a ruining of the society around, readers losing good old social relations and own position in the society, getting into trouble with crimunals around and maybe also losing own life skills. For the evil person it often is that one likes a certain style and so one often tries to live along those lines a quite ordinary lufe and solve problems as one meets them, but so one also wants to appear more convincing than one is and maybe do more of those stylish things than what the future of the world and the fates of some people around can bear.