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I haven't wandered in nature for over ten years

 I moved from Espoo to Savonlinna summer 2009, and after the visit to my parents' summer cottage that summer I haven't had the chance to spend time in nature. In Savonlinna the national park was accessible only by boat, and it was so dangerous that I lost other chances of wandering in the nature. Now here in Espoo my social ways are still too much like in Savo and so things go somewhat the same way. Propably being older matters too, kind of changes social style, likewise havibg written so much. But so I cannot say thst my textscwould offer a chace to nature hobby elsewhere than in town areas. 


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7th of October 2021   Things in my picture of the society and of the world rarely take more than a few seconds for me to think about, and so have all my texts been born from a few seconds' thoughts and ftom writing and pondering at the same time how to say things. But I do not kniw why, but it seems because some people would like to see me thinking, I am just about always deep in social troubles and in some kund of spiritual side's problems which I do not understand, and so I just about all my time for all my lufe have spent pondering howvto get out of such troubles, and i have solved a lot but i am nit st all as skilled kn that as in thinkibg of the wide world, which takes only a little time and often happens when i read news or the like.

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