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My writing work is done (2/2016, 4/2018, 6/2020, 6/2021)

I started writing in the autumn 1998. Now in the beginning of 2016 I cannot think of more subjects that I would need to write about. I have already written everything responsibility demands me to write. That makes 17,5 years of writing, huh! Maybe I will still be adding something smaller, but right now I do not have anything more to write. The last year I have written mostly about the seasons.

17.4.2018   I have still been writing, largely adding new pieces that seem to be needed and that are quite easy to make with my skills. Lately that has largely been teaching skills and cure attempts to diseases. This spring the flow of writing hasn't been carrying like earlier though, but more like out of tune, not so good quality, but I do not know if that means the writing work is coming to an end. For the last few years my thinking has been fuelled by what I learned about painting, especially about painting tree branches, kind of have found a wiser viewpoint, a wiser approach that way. I have no iudea what to continue to if my writing years end. What I write nowadays are still needed additions and link recommendations to my texts. Some translations are missing.

19.6.2020   I have had a some kind of pause in writing skills and lack of skills at large since the last Sunday of May 2020, which is almost three weeks ago, and then it was 21 years 9months and two weeks since my interest in farming was somehow overrun by the need to write, first my final work in farming school's one year course and then my final work in university and then about beneficality grounds for moral and about the future of the world with öarge systems and then my books, 1000 videos and during the last ten years here in savonlinna my tens of blogs. Now I feel that I am not attached to writing anymore, but since the time has been so long, I am at loss where to continue. On the other hand, it has been quite typical that if I am some day somehow stupidified, I do not feel the need to write, but sometimes I do write anyway since the habit is so strong: daily for over 20 years.

6th of June 2021   For the last year and some months I have had some influence that brings stupidity. Now I have come to think that there is no longer anything of outmost importance thst I ought to write about. So I guess that writing is just one job option for me now, but I haven't been paid for writing, so I guess that it does not work out. Lately I have wtitten almost solely the long text Skills of Christmas gnomes learntalents.blogspot.com .

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