I watched from youtube.com videos of songs of which this year's Finnish eurovision song ought to be vhosen, psrtly to see if someone had used my melodies. There was a singer with very sexual and star like video, and when i pondered of the style, it appeared to be style from fans watching some former hit song of his and feeling strongly about the music. That is quite the opposite to how my own texts have affected my own lufe, which has become dumped down, mainly sleeping, almist all former activities, including music, my dogs, writing, religion and expdrience of the weathers removed, and i do not know why, but it seems to be feedbavk from my texts and weather melodies - is it feedback from thosd who claim to have read but who haven't read my texts at all, or what is it, but it has removed most of my life, mainly sleepi g left. It is maybe feedback from those who did not understand my texts at all. But then they should have left the texts unread and read instead something suit...
About my texts and me as a writer. And about my upbringing's effect on my thinking skills. (My other texts, for example learntalents.blogspot.com , tell more of my choices of values and good ways of doing etc.)