Teaching children thinking skills, and about me and my texts

I guess that my texts mostly do not fit at all as audiobooks. I write about new thoughts that require following my chain of thoughts instead of the familiar ones or familiar guesses of many. I think it important that one can read again the grounds in the beginning of the text, if one loses the chain of thought. I write a lot about subjects connected with teh rationality of feelings and that is an area that many have traditionally lacked skills in, and so one cannot listen to their voice and guess based on that what the thought might be and in which way it is natural. Also, if one presses the repeat button, it often is annoying to other listeners. Kind of softer subjects also may sound unconvincing if one does not pay attention to the thoughts, and so the feedback might be much worse than from the written texts.

During the last year I have composed short melodies to my long text about living wisely the seasons http://finnishskills.blogspot.com/2014/11/living-with-seasons.html . I have composed also some other mainly short melodies, mostly to my other blogs. I have collected the melodies to my blog about composing https://composingmelodies.blogspot.com/ . Those are just notes. Since the last December I have noticed that I some somewhat classified also as a some kind of composer, and my life has tended to turn mre toward composing. There has been room for it and writing has been on a smaller emphazis, without so much peace. I would like to learn to compose real songs but I do not know what to think of the change. I was in a higher position as a writer, since I have written about some very important subjects and in addition something nice about hobby kind of things. As a composer I am just a beginner and not so specially skilled. I have some good subjects but maybe not enough things of value t